faebysitting: (013)
faebysitting ([personal profile] faebysitting) wrote in [community profile] splitmemory2024-09-08 08:20 pm

a lion and his fae

two nerds, sittin in a hot spring, 0 ft apart bc they are gay
continuation of this with just random. leona/lilia shenanigans

ya
notscar: (10)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-01 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ he hates how lilia is right. is leona kingscholar adored? yes. but is he feared? yes. loved? maybe only by one other. while he wants the attention and the prestige, finally being recognized for his contemporary viewpoints and desire to see his home and his people given opportunities to do more than survive... but thrive. those hopes and dreams stifled by the feeling that everything that he does ends up meaning nothing. efforts wasted. all because he's not the king.

and even though it might sound silly, it's a core tenet to who he is. leona recognizes it as such. but it still means something to him deep inside. ]


Tch, of course I adore you. No one around here could ever match your spirit. You leave everyone in your wake.

[ it's not that he wants to go directly to touching lilia down there. it's... the more skin that touches skin, the better he'll feel. the closer they'll be. they're separated in many ways: by age, by station. by experience. but he doesn't want there to be any other disparities. he doesn't need to know everything. yet if he doesn't, that expanse between them will feel even wider. ]

How else do I gotta show it? [ he smirks. ] By ring? By bite? Leave somethin' permanent on ya that won't ever fade?
Edited 2024-10-01 03:11 (UTC)
notscar: (pic#15128268)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-02 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ both ears twitch. yes, the world can be very complicated and annoying. red tape, sometimes physical, can get in one's way. but leona doesn't have time for that. with one uttered phrase anything in his path can be destroyed and turned to sand that'll fall at his feet. wielding that with conviction has been a struggle; intimidation can turn into fear which can turn into distrust and an erosion of a kingdom. the thing that he has, no matter what, wanted to avoid. he can't become a king without a kingdom. it's in the word. ]

Yeah, I know it's important. It's why I'm bringing it up in the first place.

[ what he says... leona can hear the meaning behind it. does lilia think that he can't belong with leona in that way? that the throne doesn't deserve him, in passing or otherwise? ]

I'm not gonna live my life balancin' on the precipice of being both committal and not. I want you.

[ and he knows that lilia wants him, too. there's no questioning the desire, physical and otherwise. but what holds him back is what holds leona back as well. doesn't he recognize that? they are bound to one another. going ahead can't happen if they don't do it together.

he thinks about a mark that would be unique enough to fit on lilia's body. they could mate repeatedly, but that's not something anyone can just see on the outside. public displays of affection may do the trick. that their presences alongside one another could leave an impression. ]


Well. I figure at some point that's gonna happen anyway... but it might hurt pretty bad if I give ya a really hard chomp. Might have to offset it with sometin' else. Don't you agree?

[ leona noses through lilia's hair, inhaling deeply. his scent is remarkable and it's all his to have. ]
notscar: (pic#16903433)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-04 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
If I was gonna regret anything, it'd be not chasing you down if you thought that the best way to have any kind of relationship was to be careful.

[ careful is for people who can afford to live hundreds of years. beastmen can live for a while but compared to any fae, it's probably as lilia has described it: like a blink of an eye. but when leona blinks, he sees lilia. when the other blinks, time has not passed for more than a minute. sure--- he knows a lot. but maybe knowing too much is the weakness that lilia hasn't considered yet. that a thoughtful and heartfelt promise from someone who finds them pointless is worth more than its weight in gold.

but all he hears are compliments. the boldest boy. someone that's being allowed to give him the pleasure and pain that others probably haven't been trusted to do. he takes that in stride. that lilia cares. he cares to warn him, to not make a mistake... maybe a mistake he's made himself.

unfortunately, leona is very dense. purposefully, sometimes. ]


As far as I'm concerned you've already accepted. [ a beat, then he nods. ] Yeah. I can give you what you want. Just... name it.

[ he reaches up and with one hand, cradles the back of lilia's head. ]
notscar: (pic#16903436)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-05 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's not like leona lacks patience. what he wants is direction. a way forward. when they take it together, things will feel smoother. better, for the both of them. how he feels about lilia has been a quickly changing perspective; from annoyance due to his relation toward the more well-known figures of diasomnia to great fuck, to a person who could only fit one particular hole in his heart. as sappy and saccharine as it may seem, it would be hard for anyone to replace lilia. ]

I get it. And if I don't, then I got time to figure it out. [ what lilia wants... what leona wants. they may not be the same. they may be misunderstood. but if that's the case, the best way to approach it is head-on. not through being purposefully misleading or accidentally misinterpreted. and if lilia finds himself in unexplored places, hard to explain feelings, then he's just as 'young' as leona. they're both new to this. that's easy enough to see and leona needs no help comprehending that.

a kiss should be easy. it's what else he wants to do, to give lilia something different... he needs it. he wants to be cared for, doted on, treated like no other in leona's life. that he listens and gives, lips that touch lilia's before pressing in deeper. harder. firmer so that he can dig in between so he can get some tongue in there. that the aggression he once showed isn't lacking; it's now reinforced by the affection that he has. be bold but not ravenous.

but it's touch he wants and what he will have. all roads lead to this anyway. lilia should know that. yes, they could enjoy one another without it getting sexual but... blame the testosterone. the carnal desire building up. he cups lilia's crotch, squeezing and kneading through the fabric of his pants.

this fae is his. a soft moan, despite not being the one receiving that kind of attention, still leaves him anyway. ]
notscar: (pic#16903774)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-08 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ familial love is a love that he can't entirely appreciate. he knows that his brother loves him. his nephew does too. yet there will always be that stain, that wish that could never be granted. he could never be king with them in the line of succession. there are still paths to success, a legacy that doesn't have to be solely based on his lineage, but it's still so important to him. vital. he wants it more than anything, to feel the physical and figurative weight of the crown on his head.

but it'll never happen. sad, unfortunate, and true. though with lilia there is a new path he could take. a way to take that unused love and put it somewhere safe. somewhere it won't be wasted. with someone who deserves it. to have something different, something natural and free. with no ties and no requirements, no major expectations. just... love by itself.

when their tongues touch, it send a jolt up and down his spine, from his ears to his tail. though he'd like to deepen it now, he wants a chance to reply. to respond to his partner, his mate.

funny to think of lilia like that but it's true. ]


Yeah, only for you. [ huff! ] Think I'd do this to anyone else?

[ especially now. the thought of betraying lilia's trust seems like the worst idea on the planet. in the world. he can't imagine the level of anger that could come from him or his charges.

there's no rush to getting his pants off. if anything, he's happier when lilia takes it slow. that they can get back to kissing, the smallest rumble coming from his chest as they go back to it. warmth in how their tongues mingle again, how they don't need to go overboard. there will be times when it will be passionate in the frenetic and aggressive sense, and times when they don't. this is one of those times. and he's happy regardless.

but he'll roll his hips. he'll remind lilia of what he's got. he should never forget, especially after the first time they did it. ]
notscar: (3a)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-13 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ trust... he trusts him, and leona trusts lilia in kind. it's not deep enough to root out those insecurities but it's certainly enough to make leona feel comfortable around the spritely fae. that there is a genuine softness, a plush and warm feeling when their lips touch that goes beyond the cursory and shallow affection it could be. there is meaning. there's a spark that travels from the tips of his ears all the way to the end of his tufted tail. ]

You want me to be rough? [ he arches his back. yeah. that's the ticket. friction upon that particular spot, clothing in the way, but it only makes the feeling slightly more intense. doesn't help that he's already erect, straining against his fabric, and lilia's touch is only making things worse. or better. he wants to feel lilia's hand without things in the way. it's only a matter of time. ]

I can do that. You're worth the effort.

[ if lilia asks, leona won't immediately reject it. he might think about it. chew on it for a second. but ultimately he will probably do it versus not. either way--- when they do align on something, how could leona not jump at it? at lilia? ]

Still, you're gonna have to get me ready. Think you can handle that?

[ it's going to have to be equal amounts of give and take. that, and he thinks... well, it's kind of hot when other people have to prep him. he's got a lot of real estate to cover. not an arduous task for someone who might be as hungry as lilia is. ]

Or do I gotta do all the work?

[ he grins, leaning his head in the same direction as the nosing. ]
notscar: (pic#17413739)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-17 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ he'll take whatever lilia will give him because it'll mean he's with him. so of course eventually leona will need to reclaim whatever balance has been left tilted away from him and put his entire weight onto it so that lilia will spoil him. that's paying things back, paying things forward, and reminding him that they're nearly perfect for each other.

so when he watches lilia go through the song and dance of taking care of his pants and what he wears in between (today is a red letter day; he's actually wearing briefs that leave nothing to the imagination of what lies beneath them), leona's already more than hard. he's staining the cloth of both layers and it's probably for the best that lilia's freed him. otherwise, it'd be probably make more of a mess for him to clean up. but maybe that's also a partial benefit? whether he likes the taste of leona or not isn't something he's asked about, but the way that his dick is attacked with those kisses.

and, oh. the way he tucks his hair back. lilia is dangerous. lethal. there's the obvious strength that he hides so easily behind the cute facade but leona knows better. tenacious and stubborn yet wise and knows his limits. which is why he's more than happy to be patient. let lilia have a feast of the senses and test leona.

which is, btw, difficult for him when that expert mouth begins to work him. that those words are like candy to his ears. of cousre he's big. he has to be. and lilia's perfect for him. ]


Amazing? You're the amazing one.

[ compliments are rare, so hopefully lilia takes that one and stores it away from a long time. in the meantime? he reaches out, places a hand on the back of lilia's head. he's gentle. he doesn't need to be harsh, doesn't need to do anything just quite yet. he wants to savor the feeling of warmth, of tongue, of the effort that the fae is giving him. slathering his cock with it. so he rewards him with a roll of his hips and nothing more. encouragement and desire all in one. ]
notscar: (pic#15128270)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-20 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ he swears that every time lilia goes down, it feels like he's breaking a new record with how far his cock is going down his throat. he swears if he squints hard enough, there's enough of a bulge that he could probably take a pretty good measurement with. lilia's enthusiasm is undeniable; his hunger and thirst are making leona's toes curl every time he sucks him back down. the beastman can't keep his moans back for much longer and the first one is leaked out when he starts to take initiative. there's no way he's going to let lilia do things all by himself!

but he's in trouble. that when lilia changes his position, it also causes leona's leverage to practically vanish. when he starts to play with his thigh, another moan escapes him. a particularly deep and throaty one. ]


Come on... you're killin me.

[ figuratively, of course. why is lilia so fucking hot when he's doing this? why does he make leona feel loved in such a way? yeah, it's physical. it's dirty. but it's probably the only way he can truly understand the fae. maybe the first time was happenstance. pure luck. but the second time? finding him out in the sand? taking him back to his room where they can enjoy each other's company? there's no doubting lilia's commitment. hopefully he's projecting the same thing back to him. ]

You're doin' too good of a job, you know that. [ he has to lean forward so he can grab hold of one of those pointed ears and rub the tip. ] If you keep going, I'm gonna come.

[ which is obviously his goal. leona's good for more than one. it's just the first will certainly be more explosive than the later ones. lilia might be able to feel how the throbbing in his mouth is becoming more insistent, steadier, the flow of what normally would help lubricate his actions in a dryer place increasing. ]

Already so close... dammit...
notscar: (a6)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-20 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lilia is mesmerizing. a beauty to behold. words may not do enough to describe how leona's feeling, what he's feeling, where his heart and brain are... but his partner might be able to figure that out himself without much trouble. it's not hard to see where his next thoughts are going to be: his cock is practically begging for release, that tension in his stomach and chest and all throughout his body needing that one point of pressure to finally be let loose. he's breathing harshly through his nose, his nostrils flared, cheeks bright and eyes straining to stay open.

but now he has to let go of lilia, at least in the conventional sense. that he lets his back hit his bed again with a soft 'oomph' behind it, a breath leaving him through a mouth parted because another sound has to leave it. a groan, a grunt. heavy panting now. he's bucking his hips, buckling under the pressure. he's trying to thrust into lilia's mouth but he's finding it hard to do anything without the fae's help. he has to get there, he's got to get there. his heart is beating so hard against his chest, that's probably what's making the bed shake.

and then it comes, hits him across the face, knocks him silly. no way the dorm can ignore this roar. the orgasm crashes into him in the same way that it'll slam lilia: a wave of pleasure that accompanies that explosive climax, flooding the other's mouth with a burst. a flood. as if this was there first time, his first time, having the pleasure of lilia's mouth. he grips his bedsheets, knuckles turning white as he squeezes, trying his best to thrust upward and against gravity.

he would be apologetic, but how could leona think about saying sorry when lilia could be blamed for this outcome as well? where his efforts mirror leona's output?

anyway. enjoy your reward, lilia... ]
notscar: <user name=amberblaze> (j)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-23 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ good boy... he's being called a good boy? he snorts, though it's a much more gentle and appreciative noise than it normally would be in front of say, a professor who normally says such things to his students. not weird btw. leona certainly doesn't care for it. but when lilia says it? maybe he huffs. maybe there's a little more color in his cheeks. maybe he tries to avoid eye contact for a moment before he can't help himself and stare straight into lilia's eyes. there's love in it. there's happiness. yet they are moving quickly and slowly at the same time. it's acknowledging and admitting what's there that hasn't been completely solidified. but that's okay. they don't need to hard commit. they've already committed in a way that would be incredibly hard to deny. ]

You don't gotta say it out loud. [ a beat, and then leona sighs. ] But... still keep sayin' it.

[ coming from him? yeah. he could get used to it. he might have to start playing the part. as leona begins to slowly sit up, placing his hands on top of lilia's, he grabs him by the wrists and pulls him on top. with how expertly lilia kept leona clean, it's a no-mess and no-fuss way for him to get the fae to join him once more. ]

Kinda wanna see what you taste like now. Mind givin' me a chance?

[ paying lilia lip service in a whole different way. ]
notscar: <user name=amberblaze> (k)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-10-31 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ being teased and taunted is preferable to getting constantly reminded of a future he couldn't have. being ignored or scorned for simply wanting to be recognized for having some semblance of worth from those who frankly don't mean anything, yet their words (or lack of them) still hurt the most. when the wordless masses show disdain despite not knowing the full picture, taking broad assumptions as truths, that's when leona is bothered. angered.

but lilia can have the pass. he can have full access to all the words, the feelings, the touches, the entire package. can it be revoked? absolutely. it'd have to be something drastic and explosive for him to do it, on the path of no return. ]


Tch. Addicted? Fat chance.

[ and yet there is the inherent risk but he has no fear! nothing to be scared of. that he repositions them so that lilia is now more or less sitting on his chest and closer to his chin than anything, so that he's in a proper position to be able to use leona's mouth easier. ]

Nah. You'll be my first. Makes you and me pretty lucky.

[ he's all lilia's. ]

You wanna give me some tips? 'cause you're so good at it and all.
notscar: (26)

[personal profile] notscar 2024-11-05 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ there are words that as soon as they want to leave his mouth, they die on his lips. words that would probably put himself in the most compromising position. it would reveal a weakness, something new and tender and raw. something leona kingscholar couldn't say without... he'd need to plan out his feelings. gauge the reactions. hope that lilia doesn't try to warn him again for putting all of his eggs in his basket.

so instead he can focus on all those things lilia's said. don't let those eyeteeth catch sensitive skin. utilize that coarse tongue of his. try to gauge each reaction, both big and small, and work with what makes the fae feel good. he knows that's rewarding in another way, too. ]


Whimperin'? [ leona grins. ] Well, I gotta hear that.

[ he might not have the best perspective, but he's got the ears for it. either way? he's not going to get lilia there by just talking and not doing. so as he gives that invading digit a lick and the tiniest smooch, he wiggles himself further down so lilia's cock can be just... it's right there. his tongue can touch it. he can lean and give that a kiss too, the tip rubbing and bumping against his lips. ]

How 'bout this?

[ and with that, snarky and sharp tone included, he drags his broad tongue against the head of lilia's cock. ]

(no subject)

[personal profile] notscar - 2024-11-11 04:00 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] notscar - 2024-12-03 16:08 (UTC) - Expand