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Cater Diamond ([personal profile] caycay) wrote in [community profile] splitmemory2024-05-20 12:26 am

The Care and Keeping of Bunnies

In which Cater is AU'd into the MASHLE universe.
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Admitting he had a bad subject wasn't something all too terrible. Everyone had something they struggled with. Even as the top of their class, he needed to still show he was human. Unfortunately, an obvious struggle of his was this. Conversation. Talking to someone else, opening up enough that they'd be able to learn even little tidbits about him. The only person who had been in that sort of position before was his roommate-- even he feared Rayne, trying to avoid his ire.

Resting his elbow on the table, Rayne settles his chin on his palm, staring over the surface at Cater. Was he actually paying attention, too, as Cater spoke? He'd asked the question, after all, so he must have some sort of interest in knowing the answer. An astrology buff. That certainly fit Cater's whole.... self.

Shifting slightly in his chair, Rayne points down to his own notebook with his own pen.

"If you need help with those two," Rayne's going to regret saying this, like all other things he regrets saying to Cater, "It's my job as prefect to help where I can. Ask if you need."

"... How can you find astrology interesting at all? It isn't rooted in fact. There's almost no rules to how it's interpreted, leading to different mages interpreting the same reading in completely different ways. Astrology barely has any standing with true magic. Even older forms of divination have a firmer basis." That's... more words than Cater had probably ever heard from Rayne, without an overtly negative or blank tone.
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Rayne wouldn't care if he offended Cater. Sure, he hadn't, but it wouldn't be something he worried about if he ended up doing it. That'd mean that Cater got off his back, right? Maybe he should actually try to offend him, with that thought in mind. Once he did that, would Cater leave him alone?

The explanation was simple enough. It made sense, even if it was childish. With a slight nod, he shows his understanding, not that he was going to further it by asking any questions, by furthering the conversation. Instead, he pushes a tuft of his own hair out of his face, looking back down to his notes.

"I suppose that's one way to look at fortune telling. I prefer to carve out my own place in the world," It's all he's ever done, not that many knew that, "So while I do tend to dream about how I can shape things, I've always defined those things using my own actions, my own logic. Not by using something else to guide my decisions. If I make a poor decision, I deal with the consequences." This was nothing anyone else didn't already know, but still... progress??
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
The conversation continues to shift in a direction that requires Rayne to talk about himself, an increasingly complicated subject. Rayne makes a face, his gaze shifting away from Cater to instead look back down to his notebook.

"I do." It's not a secret. Why should he hide it? Not that he wants to go on and on about his own story, his own personal thoughts about the world, the things he wanted to change about it. Not to someone who he barely knows.

Instead...

"What do you find difficult about Practical Magical Application? Is it just boring to you, or do you have some difficulties?" His pen is set down as he asks, his gaze finally lifting back to Cater's.
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
That's one thing Cater could rely on Rayne for: to never ask a personal question, not while they were just classmates. With Rayne planning on staying that far apart, planning on never becoming MORE than classmates, it's unlikely he'd ask anything personal unprompted, unless it was absolutely necessary.

Cater's answer does get a look of disapproval from the prefect, his chin tilting up in that telltale sign of disgust.

"Staying the same, being stagnant in your progress. That's worse. Foolish. What's even the point of trying at all if that's how you see it?" This was the type of attitude he couldn't stand. Getting right to the line of passing, never trying harder to improve themselves. What's the point of trying at all if you don't strive to be the best you can be, even at the cost of yourself?

... Maybe Rayne was a little too intense when it came to this, but what of it? He had to be.
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Something was deeply wrong with Cater. The moment he took that with a smile, with a laugh, that's when it hits Rayne that Cater wasn't really normal. No one would be able to tell in his unchanging expression, not even Cater, but Rayne's perception of him was slowly shifting over the course of this conversation. The only hint of anything would be the slight narrowing of his eyes.

"A life without aspirations is meaningless -- worthless." Another harsh set of words leaves his lips, followed up by something possibly surprising: "Find something small. Build up to bigger aspirations. It can be something as tiny as wanting to taste a certain kind of snack in the coming days or petting a soft animal. You don't have to have a major goal in life. Find something, anything to cling to."

For Rayne, that small thing to cling to was his brother, no matter how hard he pushes him away. More recently, he had his rabbits, too.

"We'll train together. For now, that will be your aspiration. To show me what I know you're capable of. I've seen you with your magic, Cater. You're not as pathetic as you make yourself out to be. You have potential."
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Egotistical, yes, but it was all that Rayne could do, wasn't it? All he had to offer anyone, in Cater's position. His job was to look out for the students under his purview, to make sure he did what he could to support them through their school life. This might be a little bit of a stretch of that, sure, but... if he wanted to change the world, to make it a better place...

Even his harsh words needed a sweetness to them, at times.

"Don't." Rayne replies easily, to that first comment. Falling for him? No, the very idea was even more stupid than anything Cater had said during this conversation.

Oh, but that smile. That smile-- the sight of it was so different than the other one. Rayne can feel his heart pick up its pace in his chest. A decision is made, then and there. Not a conscious one, not nearly close enough to the surface for Rayne to realize it had even been made at all.

"Good." Leaning back in his chair, Rayne nods, seeming contented with the acceptance.

"We'll start tomorrow. To motivate you to work extra hard-- if you can put your all into it, find something within the realm of Practical Magic that pushes you to learn more or that makes it easier for you to focus on the subject, I'll spend one day with you in town." Cater's asked enough times that this should be ample motivation, right?
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Shh!" Rayne immediately shushes him, with a finger against his lips. The small scolding falls away easily, as his eyes now stare down at that pinky held out to him in offering.

How.... childish. It makes his chest hurt, for a second. The person on the other side of this table wasn't Finn, but the offered pinky-- it reminds him of another time, another part of his life, that he'd shoved so far away he couldn't even reach back for it.

He'd broken that promise to Finn, hadn't he? What did promises mean, when he broke them so easily?

Still, Rayne's pinky ends up hooking with Cater's.

"That's right -- I won't take it back. I don't say things that I don't mean."
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Cater wanted to see his notes?
Was-- oh, gods, was he actually going to get on this immediately? Was this something Rayne was going to realize was a total and utter mistake on his part?

With a nod, he pulls his hand back, moving to grab at his bag again. He pulls out a second notebook, setting it on the table and sliding it towards Cater.

"This one holds my notes from Practical Magic for this year. If you have trouble following any of the diagrams I've drawn, we'll go over them tomorrow."

... Could he use the notes Cater made? Possibly. He could at least cross reference his own notes with Cater's.

"Alright."
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
With a nod, Rayne accepts the notebook, opening it up to already begin looking through them. His thumb traces one of the doodles within it, as he looks over them.

... Cater drew cute little doodles, even for subjects he enjoyed, huh?

It's almost too precious. Something endearing that Rayne was learning about Cater.

....... How did they go from sharing notes to this?
Rayne was leaning against the wall outside of Cater's dorm room, dressed in a simple outfit to go out with him -- a button up, tie, and dress pants. Pretty much the same as his uniform, minus his robes. Their second training session, the day before, had gone too swimmingly. He'd made progress, and-- really, Rayne would be hypocritical if he went back on this promise.

So there he waits, his hands shoved in his pockets, staring off further into the hallway. He'd arrived a few minutes early - Cater'd come out when he was ready, he's sure.
Edited 2024-05-21 06:46 (UTC)
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
All the while, Rayne found himself confused yet enraptured. How was he supposed to take his eyes off of Cater when he stepped up in class, when he was proving himself in such a way, as if trying to show off just how much he could do when he put his mind to it.

It did do it. Cater's unspoken question was answered when Rayne told him they'd be going out the next day, in a small private moment during their training.

As Cater comments on his appearance, Rayne's brows furrow-- and before he can comment or complain, Cater's hand is on him, undoing his tie. This closeness was something he hadn't experienced from anyone but Finn in years. It's enough to catch him off guard, to make him pause.

"What's wrong--.. with looking proper-" Rayne finally gets the words out, batting at Cater's hand to get it off of him. Hey, he could've been far harsher with that slap, to actually remove him... but he hadn't. Was Cater getting a pass????
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
How... immature, really, to steal the tie and keep it hostage. Rayne seems unamused, though he doesn't actually complain. It's fair enough, he supposes, to keep something of his to make sure Rayne got him back safely, even if he's not sure why Cater would worry about that.

It's when the arm tries to attach that Rayne brings his own arm back harshly, almost by instinct. As if he thought-- well. It was too close, that's all. That's Cater's warning, a physical warning, without a single word. Then, his hand slips back into his pocket.

"Coffee is more what I prefer." It depended. Shifting, Rayne begins to take a few steps down the hallway, assuming that Cater would follow.

"Where all are we going? Did you make plans, or did you expect me to?"
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[personal profile] usatarou 2024-05-21 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
Luckily for Cater, it seemed like Rayne was willing to let the awkwardness of that momentary fumble fall away. Normally, it's so easy to annoy and frustrate Rayne, but something like that? No, it was nothing more than a little mistake, something they could push past.

Rayne doesn't stop him from chattering on and on as they walk. Cater might notice at a few points Rayne slips his hand back behind his lower back, pressing his hand there to gently lead Cater out of someone's way if he's ever not paying enough attention. There were a few people out and about, enough that they did need to watch where they were going.

Hopefully not enough that he'd be recognized. No, it's very likely he would be.

Still, the sleepy little place Cater leads them into seems comfortable. Rayne's eyes scan the building as they step in together, his hands once more to himself, in his pockets.

"Have you been here before?" It really didn't seem like a place Cater would go.

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