[ familial love is a love that he can't entirely appreciate. he knows that his brother loves him. his nephew does too. yet there will always be that stain, that wish that could never be granted. he could never be king with them in the line of succession. there are still paths to success, a legacy that doesn't have to be solely based on his lineage, but it's still so important to him. vital. he wants it more than anything, to feel the physical and figurative weight of the crown on his head.
but it'll never happen. sad, unfortunate, and true. though with lilia there is a new path he could take. a way to take that unused love and put it somewhere safe. somewhere it won't be wasted. with someone who deserves it. to have something different, something natural and free. with no ties and no requirements, no major expectations. just... love by itself.
when their tongues touch, it send a jolt up and down his spine, from his ears to his tail. though he'd like to deepen it now, he wants a chance to reply. to respond to his partner, his mate.
funny to think of lilia like that but it's true. ]
Yeah, only for you. [ huff! ] Think I'd do this to anyone else?
[ especially now. the thought of betraying lilia's trust seems like the worst idea on the planet. in the world. he can't imagine the level of anger that could come from him or his charges.
there's no rush to getting his pants off. if anything, he's happier when lilia takes it slow. that they can get back to kissing, the smallest rumble coming from his chest as they go back to it. warmth in how their tongues mingle again, how they don't need to go overboard. there will be times when it will be passionate in the frenetic and aggressive sense, and times when they don't. this is one of those times. and he's happy regardless.
but he'll roll his hips. he'll remind lilia of what he's got. he should never forget, especially after the first time they did it. ]
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but it'll never happen. sad, unfortunate, and true. though with lilia there is a new path he could take. a way to take that unused love and put it somewhere safe. somewhere it won't be wasted. with someone who deserves it. to have something different, something natural and free. with no ties and no requirements, no major expectations. just... love by itself.
when their tongues touch, it send a jolt up and down his spine, from his ears to his tail. though he'd like to deepen it now, he wants a chance to reply. to respond to his partner, his mate.
funny to think of lilia like that but it's true. ]
Yeah, only for you. [ huff! ] Think I'd do this to anyone else?
[ especially now. the thought of betraying lilia's trust seems like the worst idea on the planet. in the world. he can't imagine the level of anger that could come from him or his charges.
there's no rush to getting his pants off. if anything, he's happier when lilia takes it slow. that they can get back to kissing, the smallest rumble coming from his chest as they go back to it. warmth in how their tongues mingle again, how they don't need to go overboard. there will be times when it will be passionate in the frenetic and aggressive sense, and times when they don't. this is one of those times. and he's happy regardless.
but he'll roll his hips. he'll remind lilia of what he's got. he should never forget, especially after the first time they did it. ]