[ it's not like leona lacks patience. what he wants is direction. a way forward. when they take it together, things will feel smoother. better, for the both of them. how he feels about lilia has been a quickly changing perspective; from annoyance due to his relation toward the more well-known figures of diasomnia to great fuck, to a person who could only fit one particular hole in his heart. as sappy and saccharine as it may seem, it would be hard for anyone to replace lilia. ]
I get it. And if I don't, then I got time to figure it out. [ what lilia wants... what leona wants. they may not be the same. they may be misunderstood. but if that's the case, the best way to approach it is head-on. not through being purposefully misleading or accidentally misinterpreted. and if lilia finds himself in unexplored places, hard to explain feelings, then he's just as 'young' as leona. they're both new to this. that's easy enough to see and leona needs no help comprehending that.
a kiss should be easy. it's what else he wants to do, to give lilia something different... he needs it. he wants to be cared for, doted on, treated like no other in leona's life. that he listens and gives, lips that touch lilia's before pressing in deeper. harder. firmer so that he can dig in between so he can get some tongue in there. that the aggression he once showed isn't lacking; it's now reinforced by the affection that he has. be bold but not ravenous.
but it's touch he wants and what he will have. all roads lead to this anyway. lilia should know that. yes, they could enjoy one another without it getting sexual but... blame the testosterone. the carnal desire building up. he cups lilia's crotch, squeezing and kneading through the fabric of his pants.
this fae is his. a soft moan, despite not being the one receiving that kind of attention, still leaves him anyway. ]
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I get it. And if I don't, then I got time to figure it out. [ what lilia wants... what leona wants. they may not be the same. they may be misunderstood. but if that's the case, the best way to approach it is head-on. not through being purposefully misleading or accidentally misinterpreted. and if lilia finds himself in unexplored places, hard to explain feelings, then he's just as 'young' as leona. they're both new to this. that's easy enough to see and leona needs no help comprehending that.
a kiss should be easy. it's what else he wants to do, to give lilia something different... he needs it. he wants to be cared for, doted on, treated like no other in leona's life. that he listens and gives, lips that touch lilia's before pressing in deeper. harder. firmer so that he can dig in between so he can get some tongue in there. that the aggression he once showed isn't lacking; it's now reinforced by the affection that he has. be bold but not ravenous.
but it's touch he wants and what he will have. all roads lead to this anyway. lilia should know that. yes, they could enjoy one another without it getting sexual but... blame the testosterone. the carnal desire building up. he cups lilia's crotch, squeezing and kneading through the fabric of his pants.
this fae is his. a soft moan, despite not being the one receiving that kind of attention, still leaves him anyway. ]